the day they tore down the trees.
They were my organic pleasure in this brick and mortar dungeon, those trees. Sitting in the backyard of my aunt's home here in Norman I could spy the last holdout of nature against urban sprawl. But I should've known it was coming. This outcrop had to go too.
I came home from a long day of classes to find earthmovers behind the house, in the open fields that had not been "developed" yet. The tallest tree, one of 50 or so feet, was shaking back and forth as I stepped out onto the back porch. It was as if it were pulling itself back into place at every shove of the tractor. This tree, maybe sixty years old, maybe one hundred, was resisting with all its might. And in all that time it had survived storm and hail, drought and flood, disease and parasite--all to be taken down by one man in an iron suit, its fall leaves tumbling down at each swish and sway. When the torture was over it would return to serenity, stoic strength, but all the while knowing it hadn't a chance. It was painful to watch. I may have even whispered to myself, "You bastards." But what did I expect, for man to leave anything standing as long as his grasp could reach it? It's one thing to know it happens, but to see it affected me more than I would have expected.
It took all of ten minutes to fall. How the mighty do fall! With each shove the ancient tree weakened. It got to where it couldn't recover its upright stature. Then crack. Crack. CRACK! Falls to a 40-degree angle and rests. Before a breath could be caught, the tractor puts the buck under an exposed root system, lifts up and pushes, finally severing what once was so planted in the ground. The metaphor used for centuries, of strength, durability, vitality, supplanted before my eyes in moments. I could almost feel the swish of branches still filled with leaves as they smashed to the ground. The fence line was clear, revealing another row of houses. I sat there stunned, feeling the same way I did when I saw a hawk rip a small bird out of a tree last summer, with a hundred other birds spurting out of the trees like hell. But that was terrifying and natural, this seemed more like a bodybuilder flexing his muscles in front of a crowd.
And I know it happens, and must. Otherwise we couldn't rape our planet so effectively or quickly, and American middle class families of three wouldn't be able to own 4-bedroom homes of 1800 square feet, two-car garages, and their own pretentious plots of green. This, my friend, is the American Dream! Who should be denied it, except for African Americans and Mexicans, those who haven't earned it and those who don't deserve it according to our latent racism and classism? This land is your land, this land is my land, friend!
I came home from a long day of classes to find earthmovers behind the house, in the open fields that had not been "developed" yet. The tallest tree, one of 50 or so feet, was shaking back and forth as I stepped out onto the back porch. It was as if it were pulling itself back into place at every shove of the tractor. This tree, maybe sixty years old, maybe one hundred, was resisting with all its might. And in all that time it had survived storm and hail, drought and flood, disease and parasite--all to be taken down by one man in an iron suit, its fall leaves tumbling down at each swish and sway. When the torture was over it would return to serenity, stoic strength, but all the while knowing it hadn't a chance. It was painful to watch. I may have even whispered to myself, "You bastards." But what did I expect, for man to leave anything standing as long as his grasp could reach it? It's one thing to know it happens, but to see it affected me more than I would have expected.
It took all of ten minutes to fall. How the mighty do fall! With each shove the ancient tree weakened. It got to where it couldn't recover its upright stature. Then crack. Crack. CRACK! Falls to a 40-degree angle and rests. Before a breath could be caught, the tractor puts the buck under an exposed root system, lifts up and pushes, finally severing what once was so planted in the ground. The metaphor used for centuries, of strength, durability, vitality, supplanted before my eyes in moments. I could almost feel the swish of branches still filled with leaves as they smashed to the ground. The fence line was clear, revealing another row of houses. I sat there stunned, feeling the same way I did when I saw a hawk rip a small bird out of a tree last summer, with a hundred other birds spurting out of the trees like hell. But that was terrifying and natural, this seemed more like a bodybuilder flexing his muscles in front of a crowd.
And I know it happens, and must. Otherwise we couldn't rape our planet so effectively or quickly, and American middle class families of three wouldn't be able to own 4-bedroom homes of 1800 square feet, two-car garages, and their own pretentious plots of green. This, my friend, is the American Dream! Who should be denied it, except for African Americans and Mexicans, those who haven't earned it and those who don't deserve it according to our latent racism and classism? This land is your land, this land is my land, friend!
